pretty fucking great, if you must know

The last three weeks have pretty much been a blur of work, love, and life events evenly mixed with extreme puke sensations and pain due to my biannual "Is it my glasses, my sinuses or my absolute insanity that is trying to make my brain explode? I don't know, dogs can't read!"

The short of it is that my loverly hubby lost his job at, was let go from, is no longer with, and, put most callously by two married 21-year-olds who know nothing about the modern workplace, was fired from his job of four years. I view this as a complete and total windfall as I have been wondering for some time what would make him decide to take his destiny (and talent) into his own two hands and do some mother fucking thing with it. I guess Karma got tired of waiting for that as well and decided to not only give him a nudge but kick him into overdrive. Bravo to Karma for that.

On my own business front I have no fabulous new clients to report, and the old ones seem to be fairly scarce. Still and all, I'm in the midst of a self-promotion which has received loads of support from friends--and even if it is because they're my friends it's great to hear. It's good to feel like I'm doing something creative, even if it doesn't net me any new work. Of course it would be even better if it did though.

On more personal fronts, while some ridiculously obnoxious things have happened in the last few weeks, I have found that it doesn't make sense for me to try to figure out how to handle someone else's obvious bitterness at the way life changes things. Some people just aren't happy unless they're trying to blame someone else for their own failures and that burden was there before I even happened along. I'm certain it will continue to thrive without my continued involvement.

All obfuscation aside, the one thing I'm continually surprised about is how much love I have in my life. All things considered, I'm a very lucky woman.

Comments

[snarkalupagus]

You are very, very, very loved.

[Eddie C]

Hi there. E-mail Dead. Me Alive. Hope you're well.

[bellyshoggs]

Welcome back, you lovely, lucky thing!

[Bro Rob]

Always have, always will. Ain't going nowhere, so that means that I am here if ya need me.